The second you see him this morning mind in that state of confusion if to be lost in the way he looked in that color same shirt he had worn for his work events or feel that sense of rush of Khushi in the way he asks you the same thing as he did back then .....where his ultimate fav used to be dairy milk silk like on your face he gets excited seeing the var of choclate only much later for water or something you open the fridge and see there was a big bunch of 5ue same right there in his fridge....
There was that pure beauty bout him charlie it was never bout the things it was the feel it was just the need for him to feel that way with you bout you demand you in that certain way when he has that ambeinganadorabkekid and I know it mode that one face......
To this morning that same feeeelnthat same face and how for the same reason mother's day has never been just boutbyour mom ever since Him...in your head it's always still bout that presence of him in your life for having lived that side of you too!!!!!
The day the state of mind that beautifully weird today with that one visual of him playing on loop everytime you blink he is there from that moment his voice his chuckle his eyes looking around your hands something for him...
It's thatlil journey from that meet at his other place to this morning moemnt asking the same thing again..
Midway through the day head out and get him a same mustard tone shirt.....even writing it now what sense that amde you still donno but your heart in that moemnt buying that for him was like still having that moemnt from morning having seen him in exact same one...
On your way back had to drop some outfit off to some influencer and lane close to prashasan nagar and you instead head to that lane and this nre cotner you find today that looked exactly ditto to ditto like his fav Galli view that he showed you back then....
Lil hilltop overlooking the construction ask the driver to stop walk towards that corner and suddenly that wild wind in the air from sunny to that sudden shade of clouds to that chill in the air that one corner that one feeeeeeel of him from back then....
Some moemnts some visuals are just beyond you!!!!!!!
It's the waaaaaay waaaaaays they can make you feel in that moemnt¡!!!!!!!!
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