Living the moments!!

 There are a zillion questions in your head that have no asbolute answers same goes to the one asked by your mom!!!!!!

Nobody can possibly get inside your head and actually see the life the way you feel it live it.....hence they don't just get it why it's not possible for you!!!!!

Something as lil as got ready in the evening to head out to shop a few things wearing chappals and your mom pulls your Jean asking why wear such a thing it's the recent love for these baggy wide leg ones and she finds it strange but in that moment in that pull comes him along.....

Sitting on his bed in his other house meet tuck bolke flips away the end of your tee grabs n pulls you closer by the waist band of your jeans....

Ye kyaaa hai itaaa loose kaise pehnti pulls a lil more closer as you just let him be n do what he wants without saying a word just living that beauuuty of him in that moemnt.....

There was that love of another level only when he corrected you got mad at you got possessive like these things you absolutely adored him in cause his face charlie like you gottaaa see that face that tone of his voice in moments conversations actions like those!!!!

Still watching him check how big it was and him being that one adotaaabke item that he is one fold two fold thre fold and then shows you how big and loose it was on you ye itnaaa tight karna maloom looks up at you still watching him and asks you kya dekhri aur hasri ye kya jeans hai even wrijtng it now this one feeeeel!!!!!!

Today as your mom in that moment pulls the Jean that one him in that moment you smile and nod away and she asks you why you smiling at but in your head he was already on play and on loop and HOW!!!!!

To the sound of kittuuuu and you know the magic of the Youdays i tell you!!!!!

There is this wait now just to check if he is back on WhatsApp it's weird after that chat specially but lately like you can just feel it it feels different very different on the inside like that strong feeeeel!!!!

To that wait for the laal circle and for that you ask 5he manager if she had plans to come over aaj.....

Missering is strange nai waaaays it looks for to fill it up....

From that long wait of his music almost evry other day hoping there's some track been longest and yet kuch adat nai badalte nai!!!!!