He was will always be the most beautiful version part of you that you miss the most in your life!!!!!
Simplest of things simplest of moments random most things bout him and the way it would teach you away things bout love and to love someone...
Just a smile just a look exchange across the room nothing said but everything felt!!!!
He changed you completely be it back then or today years after, what you've become today grown as a person grown to loving him as an individual very different.....
He was right when he said you too must have changed now but what he wasn't right bout was and you may not like me today what I've become.....
When you truly love someone you don't just love a side of them love them for a time for a moment and as the time changes moment grows you can't change or adjust that thing bout love or loving someone....
Growth change is the constant of life of what and who we are but that doesn't change or add that variation to our connections or bonds that we form with people and most importantly with love....
If you've truly felt something lived something loved someone you grow loving them as the time changes as they themselves change grow to love them as they grow...
Mind in this most beautiful state today where you see one dream shifting to a time later of the blue merc cause the CA syas so it's the wrong time to invest in that now as you need to work on the expansion with more machines....and you switch to skoda looking at few options and thus one test drive thing the guy explaing boutbthe features and this one guy walks past by with that same his bun style hairdo his kind of blue floral shirt that he had on some story back then on WhatsApp with his sister and you lose sense of the people before you standing and telling you bout the features the place around eyes following the guy hoping he would turn and what if it's him cause from the back he looked ditto like him....and this one song plays you don't know which one it was from another car passing by my time standing still as you walk closer something it was like that beauuutifully insync with that moemnt and slowly over some honk the guy turns and it wasn't Him.....
The sounf of the heard going dhadaaaaaaam always feels new!!!!!
It's like suddenly from slow mo the visual turns normal where once the guy turns around now you can hear the honk the people around the driver talkingnboutbthe features of the car and stuff, now that you know it wasn't him!!!!!
It's that feeeeeel every single time charlie from that moment of ayyaaaaaaaa that could be him for sure it's him to that moemnt of dammmmmmmmit not again!!!!!!!!
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