Just this feeeel!!

 Through the day these moemnts in between the appointments that one self reflect mode....

Be it cause of the dream again this morning or just this new feeeel after very long charlie...this feeel of hope!!

All of this that you feeel away the way he comes the way he is there in moments that strongly in sync with the state of your mind can't be random...it's something he definitely feels too and that one moment today not sure if you passed out or something but with his music playing that one sudden thought wish hope what not sure that you felt but that strongly in that moment he is coming back again and you will be together....

Something's even as you write now sounds nothing less than madness which you did decide not to write out cause in your head when you felt the same hope wish all by yourself the way it made you feel sounded felt better than what how it felt writing your mind out....

But you can't just feel all of this away without it being both sided...

If it was just bout the missing and stuff stil could've been just you but it's his dreams charlie in waking state the way his presence in moemnts can't be for random can't be for nothing.....

Not sure when what how but this one thing you know for sure bout him and his love for you.....

When you feel something this strong you can't pollute it by wondering the logic behind it....as simple as that!!!!

And today in that moment all by yourself how strongly you felt that is something beyond the logic or the whys!!