Usually miss his voice his presence random lil things bout him playing wrestling with him his music just him overall!!!!
It's this side of him that you refrain from relicinf or touching that side of your memory....
From that moment at concu youbwrre all the more lost like the second you realise what just happened your skin goosembumps....like it felt that real in that second...
It was just a moment for that moemnt butbthe mind it left you with.....
Firstly cause of the moemnt itself like to feel his grip over your wrist to just feel that same feel again secondly to realise it was his Bombay place....the mind it's that turn of sudden switch of hope!!!!!
Felt different charlie!!!!
Next moment someone walks around in a white shirt and that feeeeel again nobody as him!!!!
His hands in the story on the table like to you it was living his details after that long....skype was the last you'd seen him for real after that it was this one...
How your mind starts to trace the details when you see it after long like the last you'd seen the detail lived it felt it.... his hands just like his hair your most loved and felt thing bout him...
Be it the first time him holding your hand on the escalator or at the construction sight or during the drives or at opera when he does something over your arm and that rush and you ask him to do it again and show you this time how it's done....only when you try the same on his arm that one adooooorable scream with shiver karely you don't do these things to me it's only one way!!!!
This thing new feel lately to just write him his lilst details like you wanted to write something else but it's these lil things that keeps crossing your mind ...
Not sure if you've lived these lil moments before but the way strangely laste few days se it's these lil of things that crosses your mind.....
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