Feeels!!!!

 Waaaay too much feels tonite!!!!!

This very state of mind that you've been since morning from being that proud of how far he has come to living that dream of his visually!!!!!

To this feeeeel of living that beauty of just HIM!!!!!!

to the versova meet senses that initially you were a lil uncomfortable it was different a different city just him and you all by yourself again after a long distance and the way after sometime slowly lays his head over your lap and then looks at you if you were okay and you feel his hair feel hisbface his details his eyes nose his beauuuuuuuutiful forehead and then just takes your hand holds closer to him andbtells you I missed this I really missed this couldn't do this with anybody.....

Soon as he mentions it typical you and ting bolke your mind so he did other things then the very next second one look at him and suddenly anything else like always didn't matter or bother your head...

Just him living that moemnt living that presence that one beauuuuty of him it's like the first time evry time with distance initial pause and then it plays and how!¡!!!!

It's that feeeeel charlie now when you recall those very first moments at opera in his arms expericing feeling that fear disappear feeeling that feeel for the first time liking it loving it wanting it with him living that space that feeeel with him....

It's like now when you think of it it's where your soul belonged right there in his arms it's that space 5hat you couldn't share see it with anybody else.....

Like who fix ho gaya thaa waiseich!!!!!

Bas this is it bolke.....

It's that feeeeel that you neeeeed to feeel like from your core that sense of longing belonging that need of your core to be there in that very presence like all of you feeeling that way without a doubt it's like yes this is where I wanted to be want to be like your home that one home where your soul belonged....just cause the way it makes you feel seeing that face living that presence how you your body mind and soul feels speaks to you!!!!!!

HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!