The sound...!

Sooooo yaaaah!!!!

It was all good till the beer then try whisky first time a sip or two then gin it was and could feeel it and you ask the manager to drop you home.....cause it did get hiiigh!!!!

The sound of ar rehman instrumentals playing it was getting all senti and you plugin your music these recent sounds that you love triping away on him they've all the feeeeeeels of his zooomed in version playing in your mind!!!!!

Them talking something you just nodding away with one earplugin and some series of jokes or something it was not sure what out in the balcony and you look to your side and there he was charlie i swear I saw him right there leaning over the rod that close to your shoulder touching leaning over your shoulder and says something that makes you chuckle with this track still playing and he leans over a lil more to your ear and that the waaaay it was making you akele giggle away or something and this sudden silence around look around and thankfully it was just the manager loking at you and laughing asking who were you even talkingnto that side!!!!

In that moemnt still in your head that sense of confusion like strangely you were still sure he was right there and look back to that spot and he wasn't there it was quite a moment to even lookup to what you just did....

Ask her to drop you back tabhi k tabhi on the way back a drive and that state of mind charlie that beauuuutifully still high on him you were high butbthe way he was that clear like he lietrallu bends over leans over trying to talk whisper something listen to something that close to you like you felt him his presence that strongly!!!!

On your way trying to make sense of yiurbown mind and that one scene from his matrix movie where Priyanka Chopra was holding Alice in Wonderland book and that one feeel every single time you live a moment like that one in public in your head there is this world that you sometime live with even in the waking state....

Cause evr since the start of the day there was that rush of missing him after the moments dream last nite like you were missing him his presence in the waking state....the way that moemnt sort of connected in sync that beauuutifully to what you were already feeling already missing...like in a way answering away your missing of the day and HOW!!!!!

U could feel him his shoulder over yours his daadi ayyaaaa that beauty of his daaadi that you even touch n feeel away in that moment as you lean a lil closer to hear what he was saying like you literally were having a lil conversation with him!!!!

The moments after that moemnt that sudden switch to getting back to kornaml from that moment was something.....

One lesson learnt was never mixing two drinks whisky tastes like shit never again having a gin n beer out in public for sure?!!!!!!

That one moment that one vibeeee of that moment was pure magic hint of madness and whole lotta love and missing i say!!!!!

Mixing of too many drinks leading to mixing of all the feeeeels i say!!!!!