Himcomings!!

 When he comes like this THIS it’s this absolute beauuuutofully mad state of mind restless helpless and this rushhhhhh ever since that moment!!!!!!

Like writing writing that need to just live him feel him with the sound and in that mode you fall asleep again over the couch!!

To that sudden change in the way you were breathing cause it was cold last night and suddenly the warmth and you knew it’s him and before you even sense him smell his presence away that rush of him like that strong feel over your legs and as you turn slow holding your face and you just had to open your eyes like in that state you think you are not asleep like it’s the awake wali feel…….cause that’s how real the touch felt and you open your eyes there he was over you black shirt again that grogeousllllllllly sexy sleeeeepy look of his hair all messy with lil daaadi but his eyes charlie that one straight looking you in the eye and you actually scream away like you used to when seeing his presence for long like he always knew soon as you get in the car he would take it aside saying ruk tu  aur Tera excitement ek second and then close his ears with his hands and nod giving you a go…..

And you have that same feeeeeel last night cause it was a badddddddddddd missing yesterday too and when he comes in that shirt looking every bit of eatmeuppp vibes shirt full open this time like it was just show you he was wearing the same black shirt naaam ke liye and you scream ayyaaaaaaaaaa and the waaaaay still in your scream he rushes to chummi you away and HOW!!!!!!!!

Maybe cause he knew few seconds more you would wake up with your own scream and that rushhhhhhhh of him in the waaaay he chummis you holding you in a position in a way that was!!!!!!!!  WAS!!!!!!!!!

Mom comes over waking you up cause she heard you scream asking you were ok and all you kept saying was why wake me up why did you wake me up…..

Play tracks again with that wait and rush to fall asleep again!!!!!

With that waittttt haaan tho continue karke but you keep turning waiting turning and more waiting and this one turn and he instead pulls you to the other side of you roughly and the waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay that one chummmmi of his felt like he was actually waiting for you to come back and continued right from where he had left…

It was surreal it was magic charlie like even writing now reliving that moment reliving that rush of him like the second time you didn’t even get a chance to look at him he was in that rush of waiting for you to moments later moment after moment and that feeeeeel like suddenly filling away all of his absences away with THAT much of him in you…!

To this morning you wake up and that feeeel of you not wanting to do the day anymore and that neeeeeeed to go back to sleep and find him again of another round!!!!!!!! 

Some waking ups like you just can’t CANT get over the waaaaaaaaaay waaaaaaaaaaaaaaays it made you He made you feel!!!!!!!

This heart mind body soul right now!!

The very first thing you wanted to rush to was a workout and now waiting for the electricity to be restored looking at the treadmill!!

THIS mind aaaaj tho!!!!!!!!

That THAT sexyyyyyyily gorgeous HOW!!!!!!!!