HIM!!!!!

 Get out of there finally somehow and that smile that rush of him rush for him just doesn’t would t go I say!!!!!

Like from there on to your way home ask the driver to take the longer route home……

The rear view stares with him the getting his car done and he wouldn’t take his eyes off you across the garage where you had to show him in ishaara the mechanic asking for something to him and he was that lost in you and this one time you were actually seeing what the mechanic was doing and he messages you saying don’t look away and that sudden rush in you just by reading his text and you look up and the waaaaaay he still was looking at you…to those standing in the que and he still would be looking at you as you show the other girls or even back in the gym just as friends you trying to show him the hot bong female at the gym saying he should go talk to her instead he would still be with you still be looking at you across the gym…

It wasn’t bout how you looked or what you looked like it was the way he loved you wanted to love you…

It’s not something wrong to look at someone else who could be prettier sexier but it’s the moments that counts as she was talking bout today cause her fiancé mentioned that he was coming over to see her but he was busy seeing everybody else than just her……..

And you alone in that room knew what it meant or how it felt like to lived that way to be loved that way…

It was a real long way home mood wise like literally living him away shuru se living his love for you away right from the very start……to the moments at opera even before coming over to your side of the car the waaaay he would always take that seconds of time to just be a lil away and look at you first live that rush for him rushing through you smiling away to when for not one of those reasons with his family out the way he would just look at you and smile as you ask him in ishaara what was it and he would just nod away that beauuuutifullu!!!!!

Something’s you write now and thus feeeeeeel again now!!!!!!!