Moments!!!!

 When you just couldn’t get up early enough after that night troubled sleep and this state of mind when it strikes it just doesn’t feel right somehow like something that big is missing in you in your day like something just doesn’t feel right and you try and just be trying to get a hold on yourself….

Waiting for him answer it away calm it away or wild rush it away somehow someway over the pillow literally like the song goes……and that doesn’t happen too till that very one second of a moment to finally waking up and heading out for a super early morning walk and feeling weirder even….

The bar crockery cabinet thing gets deovered today of all days so that task you had to sort out now still setting up this small win it feels like to suddenly stopping it all whilst wiping the glasses you just lay over the floor with his music playing loud cause you were home alone…..

Like it just was getting worse that weird lost state of mind with this missing growing by the second not by day anymore!!!!!

To finally in the evening watching jawan and this somehow youd missed watching on big screen not sure when it goes Versova there was your heart right there!!!!!!!

That face of him that knit swearshirt of his something like he never wore before that feeeeeeeel of his arms you still remember under his knit like even writing it out now this one smileeeee just reliving him the waaaaaaay from sleeping over your lap he suddenly gets off and pushes you a lil ahead and somehow gets behind your back against the wall his leg a lil away and holds you pulls you closer to him and sits that way cuddling you away that way…….this again he used to back then in his room like post moemnts he would suddenly sit on the floor and pull you closer and wrap his legs around you and just sit that way talking away something for longer…..

Today the second you hear the word Versova all that you could feeeeeel live away was that very moment like you couldn’t get your mind off it as your mom talks something bout the movie and you just nod away cause that’s how beauuuuuutifully you were lost in that moment of sitting being held by him away!!!!!!