HOW!!!!!!

 Every single time when he comes like this it just amazes you how strong HOW STRONGLY you feel him away even in the dream……like it all feeeels that real like he was actually there that strong rush in him wearing your most fav black same shirt same style away like you were feeling all ajeeeb last night mixed feeels!!!!

And watching this series now you don’t even remember which one it was seeeeeeeeee this is exactly what’s with your memory something do with just last night you don’t remember and him and details of him ayyyaaaaaaaa!!!!!!

Soooo yah you passed out again over the couch and it did get very VERY cold last night and as you keep going to this one corner of the couch trying to warm yourself up with and over the cushion and this one strong gush of his arms from behind and that feeeeeeeeelinf on the inside fataaak se cold no more here comes the heater like you literally were thinking that that very moment and akele akele laughing at your state away…..

And the second you try to turn to him that scenttttt of him and the waaaay he with full force and rush makes you turn to him and that sense of his daaaadi that smell of his daaaadi over your face as he just tries to hold you right closest to him and you try to adjust to move a lil but the waaaaaaay you could feeeel smell him away with his deep neck style way of wearing the shirt…….sometimes you know you shouldn’t be writing out but these dreams like the way he comes specially in some state of mind like he was there to clear it out like making you assuring you of his love as weirdly crazy as this sounds writing out now!!!!!!

But that level of Khushi in that moment as he chummis your face away you away inn that rush like you could feel that in his breathe on the way he was moving like that bad of a missing and that very feeeeeeel he missed you too!!!!!

SOMETHINGS you write now and another feeeeel hitting away I say!!!!!!

Like you remember him keeping you closest to him not letting you move like he just wanted to feel live your presence all of you away!!!!

That kinda beautiful rush!!!!!!

To donno when you wake up and you had your duvet over you but that neeed to search for him in that same corner where you felt him the most and your mom comes over asking what you searching for and you just end up saying who?

And wake up finally!!!!!

Walking around working out was obvious today to feel him more there’s this one smiling away on the inside to just live him that way being loved that way again somethings srohdning crazy as you write out but just can’t help it!!!!!!

That’s how real him his presence feeels away even be it in the dreams…and this morning too you couldn’t help but make another wish soon as you wake up…

This Khushi rushing through you after having lived that THAT much of him missing you moments!!!!!!

How strongly real it felt!!!!!!!!!