This state of mind last night post that shower moemnt and you be listening to this Alan watts thing bout frequency and energy!!!!!
Like it blows your mind away cause it was that insync with everything you have been feeling and expediting away and now all that’s left is to get that some sign any sign from him to connect the dots literally…
The way it talks bout feeling something strongly not just once but over a period for time repeatedly at some specific time or moemnt is not just bout that person alone that is if it relates with somebody presence in their absence…
It’s that united energy felt that strongly that sort synchronises and allows you to live their presence specially in dreams……
Like more it was about the unity in feeling experiencing an energy a moment a person so strongly that it gives form to the energy…..
Like being on same frequency as the other more on this…
To this feeeeel of no dream after having been listening to it and the balcony feeeel and then to find this sound that was all him……..
Like you were again tripping as you were working out on all him with the sound..to the sound!!!!!
The waaaaaaays it was taking your mind to all those moments of living him away be it on drives be it at opera be it at him standing in the queue for a movie ticket be it him just walking towards you out of the washroom in the malls ad your ultimate favourite be it him standing at the security checks transforming into this MOST beautiful human bird raising his arms away and every time almsot that neeeedd to run to him hold him away as he stands there on that step raising his arms away……
Like today with the music even at that speed on treadmill like initially you start slow but the waaaaay it makes you experience Him the speed goes up so does your mind I say!!! Like right now this rush of him that you can still feel like it just is something else!!!!! Be it feeling on the inside be it on the outside like it’s that sudden THAT much him rushing right now!!!!!!! To feel this to experience this to live love and experience him like this too!!!!!
To finally post moves and that’s another story altogether to feeeeeeeeeeeeeel him away with every single move and away like you stretch your spine he is there you stretch your arms he is there you raise your ass stretching your legs out he is also there actually which he used to back then at the gym too also during the back calf raises and agaaaaaaaain from where to whereeeee!!!!!
Yasssssss to think of it now him there back then with your workouts and how ironically crazzzzy this is to have him around decade later with your workouts again…
One full circle!!!!!!!!!!
Again a wish your heart makes this very moment happening it for real, some wishes I tell you!!!!!!!!
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