Moments!!!!

 To this day today when all this and more him rushing throug you and you had to be at this store launch of some friends friend of cake and stuff and there you see the dermat was a common friend and the way she asks you first thing show your neck is it any better and tries to touch your chin and you move back saying you got some call and find that corner most place to write him out and that very moemnts this song plays that you’ve been on n off tripping on of shakrukj and him more!!!!

The second she said that it was his voice that you could hear it was His touch over your chin just like he used to suddenly……on Holi at his place post Holi in his room and post moemnts after a long wait andanddddddd something’s you write and this realisation!!!!!!!!

Post moennts he takes to the mirror and holds you from behind and looks at you through the mirrro and then suddenly makes you turn towards him and lifts your chin up to check your neck and moves his hand over your neck and that smiiiiuile watching you and makes you again turn towards the mirror lifts your hair up and shows you even all that darkest color of Holi all over you there was his color of love looking the deepest tone of red or purple on you!!!!!

Like it was big and that beauuuutofully deep and you ask him what if his people notice it and he nods away that happily like he didn’t even care if they did there was that sense of highest Khushi just watching that color over you like it was making him that happy you could that clearly see and as you finally go down for food with him and his sister and uncle too at the table and you do your best to cover it with your face in the front and him across the table just smiiiiiiiuuling at you like he didn’t take his eyes off you and this one time intentionally asks you to serve something for him that was a lil away and as you try to reach out the hair moves off the neck and that smiiiiiiiipe to that lil beauuuuutiful chuckle of his and then coughs away cause uncle by then had noticed it all……and the way uncle says inlog apas mein baaat karlere cause that was exaaaaacrly what he was doing with you…

After food going to his sisters room he pulls you into his room and moves hair again to see the color again!!!!!!

Ayyaaaaaaaaaaaaa some moennts you write and this THIS feeeeeeeeel nowwwwww!!!!!!!!

Today right in the middle of everybody being there it was crowded noisy and there was you standing like there as nobody around but just him and you hiolding your chin away and reliving that moemnt away then and there!!!!!

The sound of some words post opera moments just before you head to your door he would stop at the staircase space and ask you show your neck or jsut move your face to see it again jsut before leaving…….

And every single time I’ve marked you with all me and every time it only grew the bigger the color the happier it used to make him…

And to you it did become your way of living him and his live love over much after he had dropped you home too!!!!!!

SOMETHINGS!!!!!!!! And this sudden realisation now!!!!!!

Like it’s been forever having felt it for real!!!!!!!!!!!