THIS!!!!!!

When you are this badly lost at words like donno how where to even start!!!!!!

This feeeeeeeeeeeeeeel you wake up with no dream and yet this rushhhhhh and that need to get Ina workout despite a chaotic start to work already with order dispatches landing at different locations and having to check on that and there is this THIS beauuuuuuuuty of him!!!!!!

Like that’s when you re realise your ultimate priority even in between chaos like this when manager comes over and you still take that time for the post workout moemnt cause you just had tooo feeeeel him…..

Strength training and play Sean Paul mix and who even plays a Beyoncé track in a Sean Paul mix and the sound of it and there you were lost again and HOW!!!!!!!

Some sounds in sync with the state of your mind and it’s all feeeeeelinf away this different this constant rush for him THIS WAY!!!!!!!!

Like it used to happen for a day after very long or something but never for this long like this constant rush with last nights magic too just before falling asleep like you could literalllly feeeeeeeel his presence that strongly still donnooo how!!!!!!!

To this other track post workout and as you move these flashes of him with the sound with every move you stretch there’s this version and visual of him…

His smiles his frowns his nods his straight face his adoooorable angry face his love high face his wild high face his psy beedi high face and the wayyyyyy you could geeeeel again him his hands over!!!!!!

It’s this experience now that you most look forward to to feeeeeel him away like this as you move he moves along with the sound it’s like this trip you live looooove and experience!!!!!

To realise how every part of you is that madly in love with every part of his every feature every element of his!!!!!!!

And to feeeeel it all away like THIS!!!!!!

It’s his skin his hands his shoulder his eyes every to any detail of him even his feet that you loooooved playing around with rushing through you!!!!!!!

Know it’s a hectic day ahead and this slow highhhh rushhhhb of him that you can’t hide don’t wanna hide or tame it down……

But it’s this evident on you that you can’t hide!!!!!   

Zillion people in the world and that one face in the world for you and like THIS!!!!!!

Like nothing else really even matters!!!!!!

How do you even!!!!!!!!

Sounds on loop visuals on loop!!!!!!