HIMCOMINGS!!!!!

 Blame the intensity of the workout today entirely on the himcoming this morning!!!!!!!!

Cause when he comes like THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Feeeeeling toooo many versions of him living away every version of him and howwwww!!!!!!

And this always there’s that beauuuuuty in rawness it’s not slow start and stuff just there like for the first time prolly it was you over him something’s again you shouldn’t be writing it out but this first one deserves cause the second you smell his presence that scent of him and the rushhhhhhhhhh cause you’d been avoiding writing out with this rush growing more everytime you write out and the after feeeels is beyond!!!!!!

So you do your best to stay put and just listen to his music watching Scooby away!! To the second you scent of him and that immediate turn and as he holds you trying to hold you back like he always used to back then this time you just turn over him open your eyes and there he was white girgeousnesssssss in a open white shirt and the waaaaaaaay without a smile nothing at all he looks you in the eye he was highjjjh and howwwwwwww sleeepy but highhhh and there’s that lil shyness initially and then the rawness of him that comes along when high………and this you did live that beauty in Versova meet!!!!!!

As you get over initially he just looks you in the eye as you hold his arms away like he used to yours and the waaaaaay he looks at his arms being held by you and that beauuuuuuuutoful nod and smiiiiile comes along and then chuckles away softly saying kya se kya ho gayi tu nai and you just nod back and that rushhhhh in him the waaaay he movessss suddenly even writing out now this sudden gooooosebumped all over it was like all that holding back suddenly did come out from you for him!!!!!!

It was moments and the waaaaaay he was trnforming into his many beauuuuuuutoful gorgeouslyamsexyniknoeit versions of him rawly like to live him that waaaaaaaaay and that feeeeeeeeeel you wake up early with some sound or something there was that highhhhh rushhhhh stil like the blood pumping highest pace possible the heartbeat the breathing everything on that speedrush!!

And you just had to first run to the workout cause there’s that need that want to feeel him more live more in that continuation mode of your mind…

And this new music does it for you initially for the cardio and that wait post that with this mood you didn’t want to do the regular play step up and dance away shadow box away and that viiiiiibe today…….it was that flyyyyy of the wildside out I say and how!!!!!!

There was that rush that intensity and yet like you were almost flying!!!!!!

It was beauuuutoful like through n through those glimpses of him wishing away again to live him exactly that way love him that way hold him that way it’s been madness lately the way you’ve been wishing away for real after the longest of times…

To the post move playing his track again and as you move look in the mirror there was this beauuuuuuutoful shoulder rash deepest tone cause of the new sports bra rough strap but the beauuuuuuuuty of it the waaaaaay it takes you back to the post Versova meet looking at yourself in the washroom and there was this stretched out color of his love all over the shoulder blade the way it formed this line wit it spread across the one side of the  shoulder and this almost similar line downwards tho cause of the strap!!

Some moments and the waaaaaaaaaaay they can instantly make you happy a way is beyond logics cause it’s been that aTHAT long since you’ve seen it on you and it only happens with rashes now so everytime some dot or some color you see the waaaaaaaaay it brings him along the waaaaaaay he would first smell you away and then!!!!!!!!

This mind this rush right now might even have to delete this later but it’s just THIS RUSH THIS MAX RUSH right now!!!!