Him!!!!!!

 It’s that completeness of him the waaaaay there was this immense missing just living his details away to this newness of him that you absolutely loved and with that came these new feeeels for him as you keep touching feeling his daaadi away smelling him away and the waaaaaaay he was just smiling away and letting you do the things you were with his face and his shoulders to just feeeel touch him away……and the waaaay he would beech beech mein come closer to your ears and tell you something’s to telling you nai maloom tha my daaadi could make you feel this way would’ve grown long back and also was not sure if you would like it or not and didn’t know you would love it away that much…

It’s this thing charlie bout loving someone and seeing discovering finding this new detail bout them and loving as you discover for you it was that beauuuuuuuuuuutoful rawness that added beauty on him like you had pictured him on your mind in a way ready to see him cause you had one smallest picture of him back then all that missing time in baglore no other picture of his…and then to see him completely raw and that gorgeous you just couldn’t stop yourself from just feeeeling him away…literally couldn’t keep your hands off him!!

And writing writing realising how even now you just can’t keep your hands off from writing that one night over n over again in ways with details as you relive those very moments that very secnt of him away as you write now and the more you write now!!