Birthday!!

 When it hits you the hardest was the birthday it’s one of those days when you again forget and only reminded by your mom and this time that one thought does he even remember you for real like do you even exist for real cause it’s the waaaaaaaaay this one memory keeps playing on loop on your ray…

Just before leaving for Bangalore you were at his place packing for him more loving him away as much and more as you could that his sister even mentions this way he would definitely miss his train that day the waaaaay there was this constant need of his for you to be as closest possible as you could with him and you keep moving checking his clothes to finally comes down his boxers and as you check ask him if he would this or that and the waaaaay he just stands close to his desktop and smiles away asking you you do realise the difference between boxers and shorts and those are my boxers btw and you just nod away and he skips few as you fold them and place it in his backpack……

To that next second the way he comes over holds you from behind not letting you move a second away from him…..to that moment of him bout to leave and the waaaaaaay he nods away just before getting into the car…

It was on the 21st he comes back from Bangalore and straight from the airport to see you and that very first hug he mentions the second he left for baglore the only thing on his mind was to see you first thing he was back…….also was the first time having lived him looking his gorgeous sexy self with a full grown daaaadi……and that khaki jacket of his!!!

Right there in the lift charlie like the second you see him even as you write now this clear that feeeeeeeling you felt for the first time like it was the first time from beautiful feel went sexy for him……..it’s that rawness of him wild daaaadi full grown him smiiiiiiling that lil high smile as he was a beer or two down that you eventually tasted too!!

But the way theofjb the lift grills that one feeeeeeeeeel that one rush for him soon as you see him and the way more than him you rush to open the grill away and the waaaaaay he takes you up and away in his arms something’s you write and this feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!