Moments!!!!!

 To this other day the most difficult one to feeling grateful for having found a Him…

At the studio where the store staff leaves with the manager to get some fabric lot and you stay back working on the designs and color palette for the next upcoming one…..

And this call from the manager saying this client was coming over for measurements suddenly as she did place the order 2 days and wasn’t sure of the measurements she had earlier…

Usually the store staff attends client’s measurements and with them away you decide to take care of it client comes along with some other girl and a guy tall and weirdly hulk like they walkin and the guy stands in the middle of the entrance and looks at you like literally watches you!!!

And you feel that sense of fear that very first instance like the start of it and you instead switch to the others as she introduces herself and the other female being that guys girlfriend and they wanted another one for her too……and the guy instead comes before you and them behind the guy starts to ask your name and how long it’s been and stuff and you just mention how long it’s been and asks your name again….and then they ask for some outfit prices and you walk towards them and mention some meeting after you had to rush so can first move forward with the measurements in the measurements room…..they come and so does the guy too as you were measuring her the guy mentions bout keeping it lose from her chest and stuff and you ignore the comments and finally done they leave the room and you had to write down the name and delivery timeline stuff on the bill and the guy comes behind you and breathes over your neck literally saying you have beautiful skin too and that shiver of fear after a very long time as the girlfriend comes in asking for the guy and the guy mentions about giving her some skin care tips too and you were done by then…..ask her for the googlepay number and refund her order amount of 3 outfits together cancel the order on spot and ask them to leave……

As the guy keeps laughing asking your name again to be chill and stuff and you do it the way he showed you to back then look them in the eye like you are not scared and be rude but sternly rude and talk back……

Do it the same way showing the door asking them to leave immediately!

And that feeling after cause you were shivering the most crying that strong sense of fear after a very long time where you just hold yourself hug yourself and stay that way with his music playing and imagining him holding you strangely in that very moment too……it was your mind looking for most comfort most love in that moment and the only place you’d lived and felt it with was his arms…!