Stories3!!!!

 Some movies do that to you evoke something in you like you can sense that shift of the before and after amidst everything somebody or everybody has been talking bout!!!!!

Cause what you feel the way you feel the way you live that story is completely different to what and how somebody else lived or felt!!

Like the waaaaay that feeeeeeeling post felt that beautifully private and exclusive…

Like it left you speechless or not being able to talk anything at all for a long time…….it’s his way of love it’s him that you were living and feeling away!!

That some essence of him just a small part of him in some way that strongly but the way it left that huge beautiful impact on you…

To these dreams lately that feel different the way he talks to you even writing something’s out this beautiful madness but he does even be it in the dream be it even his whispers just that sense of his voice that close to your ear to be able to feeeel that warmth of his lips that close to your ears as he whispers away or that sudden touch of him or that sudden strong sense of a bite of him over you even whilst watching something and you pass out and that sense of his bite over wakes you up smiling away with that sudden shiver rush through you!!!!!!!

And calling yoruself mad in moments like these to just be feeeelint him away to this extent even in his absence to still be able to smell him even after the waking up feel his touch over your arms neck over the back through the inversions and then getting this bad addicted to the very same that skipping it it’s all you can think of even at work…..of missing out on that touch or nibble of his that morning!!!