Scent!!

 Late night writings avoiding just sooooooo you can wake up early and get the workouts in just cause just cause the waaaaaaaaaaaaays he has been coming has almost become this addictive!!!!!

Like even at work there’s this trip you live in reliving the moments of him as you moved throfjb the inversions……it’s the waaaaaaaaay it brings back all those moments of him touching you gently brushing away his hand against your skin…

Like he cooood be driving and you looking for some track change and he would just like that gently touch your and brush the skin away on your arm and you look at him and him back at looking at the road driving away with that one smile on him…….like by then he had successfully managed to awaken that rush in you for him……and you leave his iPod and straight over his shoulder chumming him away!!

Like he would know exaaaaaaactly how or what something’s could make you feel like like wild know the exact things to do and say and the waaaaaaaaaaay it would suddenly transform you away……and when would becomes wild auto type how perfectly in sync I say!!

It’s like when he doesn’t come in the dreams it’s these moments post workouts he is definitely there!!!!!

Again something’s you write and this feeeeeeling after writing it out - beautiful madness I say!!!!!!

Today too it was a late session due to some urgent work calls and through it all that one constant thing on your mind moments with him to be lived kaise bhi Karke…something’s again writing writing ayyyaaaaaaaaaa if only IF ONLY!!!!!!!!!

Done with the workout and that moemnt play his Enrique and as you move through with this new track you were initially dancing away through the inversions and this one time that sudden wild rush of this feeeeeel from over your upper leg to the waist like that one hold to the way you move towards your feet and that one feeeeeeeeeel all over of him!!!!!!!!

And it’s this very thing that’s you’d been wanting to write out even from the movie but for now that feeeeeeeeel of him over the leg to your feeet and the waaaay it makes you turn to your back and rest for a bit and that sudden strong scent of him and the waaaaaaaaay it makes uou feee over the chest like that sudden shift sudden movement with eyes still shut and smiling away cause of the waaaaays you were feeeeling him away and change the song to top of you cause that’s exaaaaaactly how you felt him today!!!!!!

And the way it opens up your shoulder chest neck away literally in that flight mode of your upper body with your back against the floor!!    

It was the most wild most beauuuuuuuutoful most freeeee you’d felt in the recent movement sessions!!!!!!!

Ayyyaaaaaaaaaaa every single time the waaaay it leaves you wishing wanting for more wishing for it real wanting to hold him touch him smell him taste him live all of him away it’s this rushhhhhhh this want it leaves you with!!!!!!

Like not wanting to stop and just goes on repeating the inversions where you feeeeel him the most!!!!!!

Like not stop at all!!!!  

This mind right now this state of you right now this happy helpless restless and still that himhighdddd!!!!!