HIM!!!!!!!!!

 What makes you come alive like every sense in you awake breathing living to the most like you can literally feeeeel the transition in you from the before and the after…..where every nerve in you has come alive what makes you transition to that - HIM!!!!!!

Anything him slightest of him and this you you transform into is beyond your own understanding…

This very habit of him from back then down with bad cold as he comes back from Bombay and asks you to come down to see him or something it was and soon as you get in you just had to hold him chummi him and he pushes you away from the shoulder saying nakko I have a real bad cold you’ll get it too……

And you just look at him making a face you didn’t know of but just that feeeeel on the inside comes out literally all over your face and the waaaaay he fataaaak se takes the car to the beside galli and turns it off turns towards you making that face pouting his lips away my bombiiii you are don’t make that face like that and actually holds your face and chuckles away that adoooorabky and holds your cheeks in his hands making that exact same face and the rush for the chummi finalky!!!!!!

You did get the cold but it was the most loved way of getting one!!!!!!

To this other time at Sankranthi at his cousins place and downstairs to eat lunch and they serve mutton or some meat it was and his sister says it’s Thursday so shouldn’t be having non veg to you and him and it was some leafy vegetable instead for veg option and you look at him as both yours and his plate gets changed to veg with leafy veg and he knew how bad you hated leafy vegetable and you just looking at him and the waaaaaaaaay he adoooooorably nods away chuckling away knowing exactly how you were feeling in that very moment…

His aunt asking what happened to him and it was just that knew why he was that adoooorably chuckling away!!!!!

To that night after dropping you with his sister he again calls later that night and you were sitting out in the balcony and asking you to look beside and there he was!!!!!

Running running head out and that’ rushhhhhhh of him cause you couldn’t hold him touch him leave alone chummi him that day and the second you run to his arms the first thing he does is instead stopping you and holds your face in his hands saying that very same thing again never make that face again in place where I can’t kiss you…and you didn’t know in that moennt which one he was talking bout and he holds you again telling you the incident at lunch and calls it your helpless face……