Wednesday 4 October 2023

The sound of him…

 Once done from there to get some food and beer they called it which finally Kuch aur he nikla!!!!!

It was that feeeeeel of his name inside your studio aaj with her team leader being Chetan and as they keep taking the name and you just couldn’t stop smiling away as the manager mentions bout calling that guy and asking the process like intentionally making you take the name and you being you kept calling the guy yes team leader ok team leader it was just that vibeeeee of his name bhi making you that happppy away!!!!!

Just imagine charlie what and how all of him used to make you feeel away when just his name today made you feel that much!!!!

To this new place with drinks and bar food and at the counter asking for water first thing and comes from behind the counter had his name on the tag!!!!!

It was like one big circle of all him feeeels you were surrounded away today with!!!!!

Like that one swirl big tub of him swirl all around and you swimming away in the middle from one moemnt to the other and that one rushhhhhhhhhhhhh that made you that restless helpless was when somebody next table with back towards you had the same soft black shirt of your dreams on…..like directly facing towards you and you couldn’t take your eyes off like don’t eat a thing with every sip full focus pm shirt and before you even knew you were trippin that bad like all those visuals of him in that very shirt rush through you sleeping beside same shirt buttons fiercely that open looking his gorgeous adoooooooorabke SEXY best!!!!!!

To walking along with him him running upto you to just hold your hand to hust living a night of him facing his back towards you in the same very shirt…..

Like you were that lost and that Ned to rush to the restroom with all that mixed drinking with eyes glued on that shirt and this one corner the restroom was at and it was quite deserted and you could t walk straight get a lil scared and play his music both ear plugs and that feeeeeeeeeeel charlie like you were highhhh very hjghhh cause you remember struggling to walk straight self talking you shouldn’t have had that father of vodka drink just cause it tasted like Bachpan ka Pepsi cola drink…..

It was sudden feeeeeel of him it was longing and that geeeeel of him through the Skype chat rushes through you with the song playing like he suddenly just held you like you could feeel his arms around and you actually hold yourself like supporting yourself and walk to the restroom finish the business and come out and immediately tell them you were leaving…..

In your head this self talk of his sound of voice repeatedly saying boletho sunte nai tum like over n over again that exact same tone of his voice exact ditto same words on repeat…..

And that one drive from there to your house his music just his music to feeeeeeeel him away all the more……

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