Some days!!!!

 Usually you never drink this way cause you know you can’t handle the strong ones cause you lose control over yoruself and mind goes all chippy trippy and you just can’t get that smile off your face and that gives away wrong message specially when in public….

It was that weird feel charlie aaj when you were from one corner to the other to find something him being pulled drawn to anything that made you feel him fill that absence of his and that one look of people walking hand in hand her head over his shoulder and that weird feeeel of standing in the middle of it all missing him away THAT much all by yourself even deep down knowing him being with……

And yet there you were feeling that THAT much him away in the most random and crowdest of places away!!!!

Like your mind kept going back to how happy justbfinding an 86 was making you happy or that auto that said mera naam hai Chetan and something something made you THAT happy to the chest hair beauuuutybof him to that kid wearing that tee and you literally pull the kid and offer him the croissant away with the chocolate dip along and his mother apologises and you tell her I loved what he is wearing and it deserved that chocolate dip too!!!!

To just se your self missing him away that much and in more ways than one and then feel him feeel his arms around you feel the scent of him soon as you were back in the car his music playing and that feeeeeel of his shoudler under your head that feeeeeel of his arms over your hand that taste and sense of his chummi to his nibble like it was rushing through you one after the other even reliving it now this feeeeeeeeel of him!!!!!!