Sound of music!!!!!

 Soooooo yah back to the sound crossing you were at from that track to just standing there listening and feeeelijf him away to just bout to leave and his other so Gaya ye jaha track starts to play and that feeeeeeeel of him smiling akele akele standing there and wit people holding hand in hand and walking around sort of gave you that weird feeel ekdum se in stomach leave the baaal there and head back to your friends stall……

Then discussing the men’s wear on some people who had come for trial and her toooootally checking the guy out and you stand in your corner with her asking for something about neck customisation she didn’t know bout and brings the guy along asking how the design flow would look if Customized and she had a assistant design to handle those things and today was by herself at the stall so wasn’t aware and you don’t look up saying it was flow in line design instead of the oval one and she talks bout showing over the kurta guy and look up guy looking directly at you and that distance you couldn’t stand and leave from there saying you got a call……

To rethink of that situation now going back to the same scene it wasn’t a feel of uneasy or feeling something away that you couldn’t stand there looking up at that fishy eye fellow it was the idea of moving your hand over to show the design flow it was the idea of sharing that distance sharing that closeness with somebody like visually and you are all and more bout visual and sound the idea of seeing somebody else in that space of you being used to seeing him looking up at him as this fellow was the same height it was the idea of reaching out your hand over somebody else like you couldn’t stand that sight and feel of some random fellow watching you weirdly and waiting for you to explain by asking over n over again…..

It’s moments like these that time n again make you realise how it’s always been just him that makes you feel all this away on the inside all this khush mush rush and evrythung in between like otherwise it’s that plain numb feeeeel that you don’t feel a thing where they after talk how hot he looked including chest ke baaal and the second they mention bout it alll you could liiiiiive feeeeeeeel was him in that shirt or from the shirt of your dreams literally……

When again rest of them being just Baal ke Baal but him ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa that one sight I tell you like it’s not just bout the way he wears it but the waaaaay it reflects in him reflects in his eyes like he carries it all over him and HOW!!!!!!!!