Tuesday, 3 October 2023

Mornings and waking ups!!!!!!

 Not sure if it’s too much festival music that you’ve been listening or like one of those deep core wishes of yours that comes true like this!!!!!!

Also leaving you with wishing for it all the more and happening for real!!!!!!!

Something’s are just beyooooooond everything else!!!!!

There’s this live music festival kinda vibe eyes shut and you are just moving along with the beat and vibe of the moemnt by the way your mind feels a lil high too and that one second you just sense something that strongly change inside you and open your eyes to see him THAT close to you smiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiling that smile away and just comes closer looking you in the eye and jsut moves his arm around your arms not touching just moving around that close and yet not touching and that in the strongest way possible draws pulls you closer to him like he had something tied around you and pulling you closer like all of you from deep within being drawn towards him to and with the beat of the music playing…….it was surreal and that trippy charlie like suddenly all the crowd around goes blur the lights around blur out that beautifully and al you could see live feeeeeel was him in that deep brown chocolate shirt with eyes looking that beauuuuuuutofully high and his that standard shy high smile as he constantly keeps looking you in the eye and just moves along with you and that sudden rush in you to just hold him away and move or literally take a leap ahead and he disappears and that moemnt you don’t wake up just look around and suddenly there’s nothing around and you wake up with looking around still looking around for him……

It was beauuuuuuuutiful and got weird all weird soon as he disappeared!!!!!!

Like you just had to feel him again and that rush to workout and play this new find and the few mins through it on the treadmill eyes shut and all you could feeeeeel was him moving around you from the dream……

Like that moemnt this dream has made you wish for it even more you don’t know how why what it was but the waaaaaaaaaaay it just felt was beyond anything!!!!!!

It just felt that beautiful magical passionate surreal like one of those experiences that makes you feel alive and glad you are alive to live it to feel it to experience it!!!!!!!!

Ayyyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa that one face I swear I SWEAR everytime a dream a moemnt and ever since that picture of his this feeeeeling of falling in drowning in soaking in love with him all over again years after!!!!!!

Just like it felt the first time only this time much stronger…

And the beauuuuuuuuutt of having lived a moemnt like that one this something in you again like you just feeel different……..his line that arooooorably he used to say away I touch you and you glow!!!!!!  

This buzzzzzz this hiiiiighhhh this himhighdddddd when you realise how gorgeously sexyyyy he looks even in a chocolate color ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa this mind now!!!!!!!!!!!







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