HIMMMM!!!!!!

 Like ever since the waking up today you’ve been doing your best to keep your mind occupied with new music that again leads to him to work bits to cleaning house and this evening when your mom takes out your old clothes to give it away in the charity thing that has their camp in building today and these clothes with each memory these chudidars with him opera moemnt memories chai galli moments your first moemnt like almost every outfit with memory attached and you hold it all away and say nothings going out and place them back in your wardrobe……luckily she doesn’t ask a word or maybe you were clear enough with your actions for her to know what it meant to you!!!!!

Like it was all rushing back as you were folding the clothes and placing them neatly back in there’s this white and pink floral kurta with patiala that used to wear back then it was his fav on you for obuwoy reason cause that was the only widest neck one you had and everytime he had plans for opera he would that often make sure to tell you to wear that specie one before coming to pick you up……

Also the first post moments picture he clicks of yours was also in that one……

To this other teal blue one was when the first time at opera that was his fav too purely for the memory part of it cause that was the first time you were that alone with him and that far off from everything else and closest to him to him lifting you for the first time was also in that one…

It’s like every piece of clothing was bringing him back like it was all playing from day 1 to this very day………

And of all the days it had to be today where right form the start of the day you could feeeeeel the him magic rushing to this moemnt and state of you now this beautifully helpless all over again!!!!!!!