Some nights!!!!!

 Some night nai charlie not sure why or how they just seeem screaaaam magic away with no sound at all bhi…

Like right now the sense and scent in the air screams magic away in the most beautiful of ways!!!!!

Some moments like these with a state of mind like this one right is all you need after weird hectic days like the past ones have been !!!!!

Then there comes a moemnt like the one today post workout you find this beauuuuuty of him in a sound…

Post bup early morning chats and he suddenly asks you to come see him first thing in the morning as his pehle wala space in the same ditto way like he used to back then…I want to see you the first thing soon as I wake up…

And do as said though he opens the gate up and in his room back door se……few moments and sooon the way he holds you away and falls asleep..like u try to move and those adooooooorable sleep sounds of his that u were that used to hearing over the phone calls finalllly to be able to visually live it holding him was PURE magic!!!!!!!

Like that feeeeeling of a FINALLY!!!!!!

U have a nap of few mins prolly and then wake uourself up literally cause again you had to make the most of his presence that way being then first time ever holding him and him that beauuuutofully asleep…his lil lil baby snores and still that beauuutifup smile on he that beauuutifully sleeps with a smile on charlie like those babies who smile away when dreaming a good dream exactly or perhaps more beauuuutofup……

To that moemnt you try to get up to see those story sheets all over his room as he did talk bout writing something and you just had to read his writings that’s another big love of his that you loooooved bout him…

As you try to move being very careful not to wake him up and the sec you are half off the bed the way he wakes up looks you in the eye then looks at his arm and looks back at you and makes that sound again and pulls your arm and then all of you and makes you sleep over his arm and slowly in his sleeep sound of voice whispers away don’t leave na……

And you just stay that way living that adooooooooorable beauuuuuty of him to the sound of those birds chirping away at his window cause it was proper morning by then those few mins hour prolly the most beauuuuutiful again to live that version of him charlie ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ever had that feeeeeeel when you see a face and get that proper feeeeel in your heart that screams away meraaaa pooooooora ka poooooooora heart and evrythung hai inneeee exactly same feeels to live him away that morning to the sound of the birds…

To finally when he wakes up and the first thing adoooooooooorably chuckles away saying mein sooo Gaya!!!!!!!!

Even writing something’s and this feeeeeeeeeel right now it fills you up with is beyoooond words!!!!!!!!