Pehle pehle it used to sometimes leave you in that zone of mind to very recently too when you suddenly felt that lost and tried to keep your mind off him!!!!
Week goes by without a single dream or feel of him and then he comes along saying talking stuff in dream that you would rather not write out cause hope I say to read out a hope like that one could again make you lose your mind all the more cause he that strongly spoke bout it….that it took you the longest ever to make sense with it being a dream and not him really real….
Like that sort of in a weird way made it a lil better again!!!!!
Also why when you feeel him relive him nuances of him away like you did today at the coffee place it makes you rise and fallllll droooowwwwen in love with him all over again and also that one inside talk in that very moment she better love him as he every bit of it deserves the most!!!!!
One of those rarest of wonders of the world I say!!!!!
And for that time you got the luckiest in the world for having come across him lived him looooved him and for having found too many best of people in him…
Be it your first best friend your first and only love to a possessive mom in him to having found a father you never had, in him……also why as much as Father’s Day distrbds you it makes you happy also for having found that care protection bond love in and from him in that way…where he sometimes also used to call himself that!!!!!!
It’s that’s strong something that forms within your core charlie that you can’t deny of can’t hide or run from…it’s that one bond formed for life kinda thing with him right from the very start…that didn’t change with time or with the absence even!!!!!!
It’s that one level of something that it brings to you be it that sense of calm beautiful chaos or wild wind of passion or that state or serenity or elevated level of mad happiness or akele akele blushing away sometimes…
It’s that one thing something that’s become you over time now…!
What how or why still is something can never make any sense of what so ever!!
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