Nai maloom!!!!!

 Bhot Bhot time sochi why it’s been like this even with the absence of him……

Like your mind goes back to the gym entrance with him walking through the door in that style of his over the block tiles and the waaaaaaaay it made you feel for the first time ever… without even seeing his face that wait for him to come close and the way he does and finally looks up at you that very first time feeeeeeel to sharing that stare much after for the first time where he stays that way instead of tying his shoe lace looking at you throug that mirror and you stay like he just held you could t move couldn’t blink couldn’t look away like suddenly everything around and in you stops pauses and all you could sense live was Him ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa am telling you some nights and sounds like these!!!!!!!!!!

It’s just in the air tonight!!!!!!!!

It never changed charlie never for even once that feeeeeel the waaaaaaay your heart the waaaaaay all of you feels anything to do with him anything at all the way it feels is beyoooond!!!!!

Just today deleting a few pictures and making space cause u just can’t get the cloud shit figured out and times when you still call and think yourself to be an absolute noob u come across his adoooooorable gunduu pics and the waaaay it again takes your mind off n away to those Skype chats wher he had messaged earlier there’s a surprise for you just don’t be shocked and then comes online u see him gunduuu look that adoooooooooooooorable and scream away writing away chummis for his gunduuu and the wayyy he nods and chuckles over it asking tu shock hoti socha mein howli!!!!!

He did think it was the first time ud seen him like that forgetting post bup when you get something for him wit your first intern pay check with That strong feel of hoping to find him at the gym and there he was sipping juice away right outside the gym and him gunduuu the way he immediately walks upto you forgetting everything and tries to walk towards the same steps u used to hangout with him over coffee….see the space and one look at him and you couldn’t like you weren’t ready for him to say it yet to your face and you instead just give him the gift and back to the auot as you turn and he still was there standing waiting for you to turn like he always used to…

Another very beauuutiful thing bout that ironic meet was soon as you leave the way his car all that way right beside your auto wher he keeps looking and drives along till his reliance web world where he used go to for gaming like till then he was there with you and ask the auot guy to slow down gets off the car first thing looking at you!!!!!

Some moments nai basssss do something ting bolkeeee in your heart away nai!!!!!!!!