Versova!!!!!

 It did get that bit beautifully worse last night with that memory roll and blend of gin n vodka was again a bad idea specially when the proportions have gone that wrong!!

And you leave it at that but the waaaaay he comes last night post that memory roll still over the couch again the usual place of sleep mostly Saturday nights and as you turn and sniff his beauuuutfup presence away with the same track playing on loop and the way the insides of you smile away with that feeeeel he is here now…stay that way for a moment or two and the way his hands shake you up trying to move you wake you up just so you see him that he really was there…

Without a word nothing just moving you with a lot of force just so you wake up like his texts back then uthjaaaaa karely uthjaaaaa the same way his hands last night…as you open your eyes knowing somehow he would be gone he still instead was there again a dream with him in a very VERY sexy black cotton shirt as many buttons unbuttoned possible looking his gorgeoooooooously sexy self with a full grown daaadi ayyaaaaaaaaa even reliving that one visual of his face I swear charlie meraaa pooooora ka poooooooora heart n everything right there !!!!!!!

And he spread his arms wide open like soon as you see him that THAT one smile of his and the way he slowly in sharukh style spreads his arms wide open and you rush to that very sign to hold him away like that literally lifts you off the couch fataaaaaaaak de to just hold him away cause that’s HOW bad you kissed last night holding him touching him as you were writing out that moemnt from Versova and the waaaaay he was right there in that very moment in that very way that you’d missed him that bad with…the second you hold him tightest possible the way he runs his hand over your hair and makes those sounds again just like he used to back then trying to comfort the rush in you and you take deep breaths trying to smell his scent as much as you could feel his back his shoulder away as much as you could and you try to move to chummi him or something and you wake up..

And that THAT one feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel charlie auyyaaaaaaaaaa mera chummiii reh Gaya naaa!!!!!!!

Like you literally scream out low soon as you realise he was gone and you were up!!!!!!!!