Moments!!!!

 Where to where only again it went nai!!!!!

Exactly what writing him does to you one something and the waaaaay evrythung starts to flow and HOW!!!!!!

So today those post workout himhigh moments the waaaaaay that morning with him to some spine syrehxb thing eyes shut and the waaaaay that one moemnt from same meet just bout to leave as he had asked u to and you complain bout how he meets with some timer and the waaaaaay he holds your hand nodding and that one pulllll still looking you in the eye as he was sitting in that couch against his bed and you standing just bout to leave with the bag on be it the waaaaaay he pulls your hand or thatcpullll in the way he was looking at you drop the bag and off to him and the way he literally pulls you even harder finally sitting over him and he just holds you looking you in the eye not a word nothing at all and finally that one hug!!!!!!!

Says it all and HOW!!!!!!

The waaaay there were these versions of his hugs too that one meant don’t leave even though his words saying otherwise!!!!!

The waaaaaaaaay he just held you that day not a word nothing just holding you tightest possible!!!!!

Something’s you know writing out is only going to make it that much more beauuuutifully worse but the waaaaay today of all the moments it was this one from that meeeet!!!!!

To actually feeeeelinf him away over your waist as you stretch out reliving him from that moment!!!!!

Again one of those things can’t reason out is it jus your mind then how do you feeel his arms that strongly around ekdum seeeee like it’s not a sense of him in your mind but your skin feels it too!!!!!!

It’s this rush this sense of extreme level of happiness contentment peace beauuutifully chaotic and wild at the same time but still at peace that you find with anything him…

As and when he used to come along for real back then or with his absence now same feeeels I say!!!!!

It just made you that happpy that beauuuutofully calm and rushfull too that you just couldn’t stop smiling reliving that moment of his pull nodding awaaaaaaay that adoooooooorabky whilst looking yiu in the eye without a blink…

Nhaate nhaate bhi that smile still on like the one visual on loop that u rushed out to write out that very feeeeeeel like something’s again why in that very rush of a moment to write out is your way of screaming out I missed him…

So it’s out there and not just rushing inside of you…!

This night this mind and ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa THAT one him for life I say!!!!!!!