Way of love!!

 It’s this THIS one feeeeeeeel charlie everytime it rains now and you lookup feeeeling it away whilst living him away!!!!!!!

It’s a beauuuuutifuo feeeeeeeeling that you can’t possibly write out even with the best of words!!

It just comes along with that one deeeeeep rush of missing ekdum dhadaaaaam se like you just lookup rain drops falling with his music playing and the waaaaay the heart yearns for him prolly the strongest but with a smile away…

Like there are these inside conversations happening simultaneously bout the waaaaays you used to wish him to live with the rains to love him with the rains and everytime now like the sunroof prolly was one of your another most loved dreams or wishes come true cause that also was your most loved thing pehle and then with him that too did become all of him away and how!!!!!!!

This love for drives and imagining him driving imagining day dreaming living him away as he drives his hands his face his shoulder you always used to lean over with that one look one pull from him zooooop bolke drawn towards him and that one smiiiiiile of his to laying over his lap being all tucked and wrapped over with his one arm over you as he drives around to that grip growing tighter over sped bumps or sudden brakes to just live him all through those moments!!!!!!

It’s that one feeewewwl every single time ayyyaaaaaa inneeee mera pooooora ka poooora heart I say!!!!!!

There’s no face there’s no presence there’s no place touch smell or taste that you’ve lived loooooooved felt and missed the waaaaay it’s been him just him right from the very start to now….

The waaaaay that one sense feeel of his chummi left you and your mind and HOW!!!!!!!

For having felt it after what feels like a lifetime now almost!!!!!!!