Saturday 3 June 2023

Visuals!!!!!

 Soon as that one visual of His hits you the way it all starts to flow!!!!!

Cause these are the few tracks very same tracks he had played that noon of blue tech and androceel and every single time you miss him from that day miss living him that way you play these close your eyes and the waaaaaays he is always there like ekdum see back in that moment living him away at his Versova space…

It all comes back with these sounds every single time his closeness to live him from that upclose and for the longest time ever to fool around with him wrestle away wit him watch him adore those Idlis away have his haath ka Maggi away to just live all of him away that way after the longest time and for the first time for that long!!!!!!!!!

And whatttaaaaaaaaa beauty it truly was like one of those days every single time your mind goes back to reliving it and over n over again that very same exact ditto feeling how truly ducking lucky did you absolutely get for just Him all of him!!!!!!!!

From that very moment that you see him to that moment of entering into his house and that feeeel soon as he shuts the door and one look at you and walks a lil away ekdum se and just lives your transition doorse like he always used to with that one face knowing exactly what was running and rushing through you…

As you look around comment on the tinted ceiling above look at the window and get busy with opening it trying to atleast and him watching all of this away from a distance with that adoooooooooooorable smile and in between chuckles……

To that moemnt as you turn around and one look at him his hands folded just looking at you with that amworkingmymagiconyou and you know it smile of his atyyyaaaaaaaaaaaaa every single time he used to do that it just suddenly makes your heart feeeeeel that feeeeeeeeel rush away this is why and this is it…

Your heart your life evrythung right there bas and that’s it……..

As he sits a lil away and starts to roll his psy beedi away and asks you if you would have one and fataaak se adds the next question oh ya right did you ever again…

This was his absolute adoooooooorable signature style of conversation like he would always go back to where he had left and continue the conversation right from there onwards like there never was any gap or distance in between just an interval sort of thing and continues it right from there on…….

And also like he knew the exact answer to that question and yet that khushiiiii he wanted to experience knowing you that well again it would have to be just with him…psy beedi too was and still is one of those other zillion things with him…

Again somethings yih write and you just can’t hold back on this smile and this feeeeeeel even as you relive and write out this very moment!!

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