HIM!!!!!!

 Dates to do with him moments to do with him memories first somethimgs lilst nothungs bhi are something you clearly remember...

Like there's no way missing out on that again not something you write down you will or are doing to remember it just happenes as naturally as you breathe...not something you need to work at as easy as that!!!!!

The only society carpenter since you've moved here has come multiple times to your place for fixing redoing something or the other and yet when the guy comes with you on the call with manager mom saying something at the background you stand at the door and treat the guy as a Amazon parcel wala and evry single time that fellow had to reintroduce himself saying mam mein carpenter and you immediately realise call him Haan yaasmin and he says nai mam yaseem!!!!

Same person same Galli same listen of groceries same stuff it's that difficult unmanageable for you to remember and something as important as rakhi cause you were the closest to your brother you did forget this time.....

Even writing it now this one feeeel charlie....ye kaise Aisa hua nai maloom charlie but the way those terrace meets with him was the start of the transition in you......

It's not what good you share with people you just need that one someone in your life you can share your worst with and still expect to be loved by the end of it.....it's who you can just bare literally your soul with and still feel loved want to be loved want to be held onto it's that thing that makes you wanna love them more that thing that which changes you in the process in the best way possible.....its like loving them you start to live love your transition yourself all the more...

To you Him was is will always be all this and more.....

Eve of rakhi blank face and your mom says it's rakhi today and gives you the gift like evry year it's her way of doing it for bhayya....

Open it and it was silver jhumkis nothing like youd ever seen before and she mentions gold you don't like silver you do....the very sight of em again Him, the way he wanted to see you in silver jewellery with the chikankari kurtas you usedbto wear back then.....like mentioning he was more of a silver person than gold....

It's that thing ever since then to wear silver jewellery with whites and the black bindi again his love.....

It was a beautiful mix of feeling charlie somehwrre that horrible guilt of having forgotten bout rakhi and secondly to just realise to know to see this you.....

Priorities charlie, life and love is nothing but just priorities , to see to understand to realise and then to live it!!