Oneness...!

 Him his face and that feeeeeeeeel to just live his presence made you feel in that almost sleep statevif mind in the dream bhi to just live that moment charlie - BLISS at the most supreme level possible!!!!!!

That beauuuuuuuutiful almost hint of smile of his and how much you've lived LOVED and missed all these years that one orsence of his first thing in the morning to wake up to to just live that feeeeel of him not wanting you to move away from him the way he wanted you to be closer even in that sleep state of his to just live that feeeel of writing him almost writing him whilst living that beauty of Him!!!!!

It filled you with THAT much him like suddenly your most longed for wish was given a visual almost ALMOST!!!!!!

It's that beauutiful serenity something wordless it filled you with to just see him charlie first thing in the morning with that sleep haze mind and eyes to just know he wanted you to be closer to him he wanted to hold you !!!!!!!

Just almost happy even wrijtng it now.....

Sooo yaaah these two authors one being Paulo and the other tim Grover.....Paulo being on the sweeter side with writing and tim more real and practical!!!!!

From reading Paulo to relating to these very signs and not ignore them to be the language and soul of the world that you need to understand and more importantly listen to.....

And Tim's being as far as you've readbis more twisted and a lil on harsh side but for real......

And it talks bout what are you chasing in life for real is it the material or what adds to your growth to your heart to your life kinda logic and what if you come to know what your chasing is eventually chasing you and all you need to do is to just grab hold of it.....and make life out of it!!!

The logic being on more professional life altering journey kinda logic but the way it was speaking to your mind onna different tangent altogether......

Words can do that to you!!!!!

This logic bout oneness wit some mention in the book too then in that quote of lucky alis as well on the same lines...

Oneness isn't just physically connect to someone it's this feeeel of being connected regardless of distance àbsence or presence to just know you are connected to feeeeel this oneness is something that always was there with him...right from the start!!!!!

The same logic that you now realise with the dragons in the movie Avatar that the invidual has to connect the tail side of theirs to the dragon to form that bond to feel one with the being...

It's coming out a lil confusing asbyou write out now in your mind it definitely was more clear.....this logic charlie of all these feeeels of him through a zillion moments through your day or these dreams of his the way it somehow connects with the feels of your day.....like it could've just been bout seeing him this morning butbthe way he nibbles over your skin to wake you up shake you up to make you realise all these feels of him for real the waaaay in that adooooorable same shy smile tone of his voice with his eyes still shut he tells you am for real you fool cause you did take itbto be again just your mind after the recent block again.....

Something's you write and relive now that one feeeeeeeel of him!!!!!!!