Closest!!!!

 There is that closeness charlie one being physically close and the other being just connected like evry bit of you far or near just linked connect3d and that kind of closeness is prolly the most beautiful one.....cause even with him sitting away on the other couch that day that wasvthe closest youd felt with him post bup for the first time......

Like ever since that first step ínside his house the way no matter what his eyes on you Evey second no matter what you do where you are be it in his kitchen washroom the way his constant stare at you it's when you know that's how much he missed you all that while like this he always used to do back then too like you see him evrydqy be with him every single day but on some days specially the way he just wouldn't take his eyes off you even whilst driving that sometimes you just had to lay over his lap just so he could focus on driving and he would just knoww it like always and joke away saying hau nai ye best or safe hai atleast you are this close now.....

To those drives whilst dropping you back post opera moments again his constant stare it's very different charlie there's not much of a smile just that constant vibe of living away your details like he was saving it away drops you at your place getting off the stairs as you walk back with him to the lift and him still constantly looking you in the eye with that one final nod of his getting in the lift saying ye nai hota merse why do I have to drop you back.....

Right from that first time he looked at you and held you away this one feeeeeel one vibe with that stare of his has always been holding you away closest to him...

That day too as he rolls his beedi still looking at you and you ask him in ishaara what's up and he stil on with the stare not a word ayyaaaaaaaaaaaaa SOME MOMENTS!!!!!!!!!!!

Howleeeeeeeeee this very moment missed the worst way possible!!!!¡!

Kabhi lagtaaaa charlie ittteeeeeee zorseeee miss karti usku kabhi toh kuch tho lagta hoga na uskoo!!!!

Like some shift something in him that makes him feeel ekdum se she must have missed bolke like something some universal pull somethung has to be there nai when the misseeeing is at this elevel today!!!!!