Moments!!!!

 After the very uncomfortable reveal and that realisation hitting you had to rush to work with that still state of mind how could you not remember it or notice it over insta or anything that connected you with that date or festival like how could you not why don't you remember these things if you can remember exactly what and how you felt when he said something decade back when he looked at you in a certain when you felt something for him for the first time like how do you remember the lilst of him and can't remember a thing of the present.....like you can't intentionally obvsly fix your brain for memories nai!!!!!

Stil thinking wondering confused get into the lift and somebody just gets in with his Tera hone Laga hoon track playing over the fone....that one rushhhhhhhhh zooorse like suddenly your face all of you was just slammed with the wildest rush of breeze out of nowhere like those filmy styles i tell you where sirf actress ke baala hawa se udre evrything around is still that kinda solid moemnt after a min or two the fone hangs or something like you could overhear the person struggling to play the track with no signal in the lift gets off at the other floor and you just save the moment save the feeeel away and play the song over your fone.....coincidentally wearing the white shirt and that one feeeeeeeeeeeeeeel of him!!!!!!!!!

Like suddenly from that self sharam and guilt vibes you were that beauuuuuutifully laced awayagain with evrything him!!!!!!

Just like that out of nowhere yet again, the Him moment happened and like always made it all better!!!!