HOW!!!!!

 This beauuuuty of writing some moments out and the way it's like this one video almost flashes sounds feeeels of him rushing through you and this feel now how like how someone just like that becomes that important in life even reliving some moment as beautifully lil as him opening the door with you standing there with that one loud feeeeeeeeelndhummm bolke settling in you with a beauuuuuuuutiful sigh of a finally......Him!!!!!!

Like evry single time that one moment of living him his orsence first second to the many seconds later that one sigh for this one face in the world for you like he would always had to ask you to come inside cause that's how lost you always used to be for those initial few seconds after seeing him to just live that moment charlie from absence to presence from missing to meeting and to just let it all sink in soak away feeeeel it all away for a while longer to just live him ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!

Like that one adooooorable puzzled expression watching you just stand there at the door and living him away and thus one time he even jokes bout the same thing saying andar aake aur dekh sakte maloom!!!!!

This mind ekdum seee now had to write other things but just this feeeeel of that meet now!!!!!!

Like you could touch him smell him chummi him other things him hold him like he really was that close ki you could see him for real and not just in the dreams!!!!!

Like for real?????!!!!!!!