Sunday's somehow more than the week off it's bout Him!!!!!!
Like that wait to just know it somehow will be special than the rest of the days....be it that wait for his dream or for his story like that's become one routine now....
The dream served and how!!!!!
Moemnts may not have been lived for real but his dreams like it grows with evry dream.....that feeeeling of closer than the previous dream kinda vibe!!!!!
It's that state of mind that wander of imagination again cause when you haven't lived certain things fornreal the waaaaays your mind and imagination can run is something else just beyond you...
To that one comment from your mom soon as you are up over breakfast or lunch it was as it was that late...soyi nai? Face looks tired and yet that glow!!!!
Pin drop silence and you literally run out the conversation with your samee call excuse bolke....
How fcking difficult can it be to hold your face expression away just so people don't know whats on your mind...
Kabhi lagta charlie like prolly the only other person in the world that knows what really go3s on your mind for the day for the moemnt moments has to be you...apart from your own mind!!!!!
It's that dream to live him that way that THAT rush of him and the waaay it leaves you with in the mornings like your mind your face all of you trying to struggling to hold back your expressions just soo it's not that evident what you felt what you are feeeling missing even in the waking state...
Head out for a game later and there too.....a guy walking past by the other court hair long as his his bun style white tee with white chaddis and white trainers too....miss a shot as your eyes like always that wait what if it's Him that wait for the guy to turn somehow and the manager comm3nts how the date should be written on pages of history n shit cause you actually were staring at some random guy and that was a first for her.....it's just you that knew who you were looking n waiting for in that moment, your manager calls out to the guy saying excuse me guy turns and itvwasnt him.....
It was that weirdly beautiful moment charlie cause soon as the guy turned you just codnt stand there.....cause that same feeeeel of its him it's him he is that close like in your mind soon as she calls out you wr4e almost ready to say hi cause agun you were that sure it's him bolke....
What later felt like was that need to hide away from it all and to his music in the car.....
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