spaces 2!!!!

 It's been years since been there like somehow somehwre that wait was always there to just see his room in some story of his just so you could relive the moments seeing his room SOMETHUNGS again are beyond logic.....just that need to relive things visually seeing the corners of his room that him and you had named like the all out wall of his right outside the washroom that was yours and his most fav corner and wall of the house......to the lucky corner to the mirror corner to the sneak out corner to his music collection corner of his room but today to see his house inside of it after years left you with a huge rush of missed and mixed memories......

Cooking for the first time in your life like a proper meal with sheera poori on his demand to making rotis for breakfast for him early morning where even uncle stays back for some cause you were making it to daaadi stepping into the kitchen and how it becomes a big deal in the house cause she never did for any ody and actually does it for you cause she was more worried forbyou than what you were cooking.....the person that filled up that missed out grandmother love and adore in your life......even chachi usedbto see and feel this she definitely loves you a lot for her to be with you the way she used to be.....

To the dining area again that meal with him where him that beauuuuuutifullu High stays back for you even when he had to be somewhere cause that day that one meal can never forget..... instead of sliding down he takes the steps that slow and with each step just looking at you also wasbthe first time when his sister was telling him something he instead constantly Stares at you without even responding and just bout to leave takes a step back and instead joins you at the table his sister again asking he had to rush and he instead nods and calls out bhupal to lay a plate for him too....

That first thing with that one smileeee he asks you poli khaati and you just nod asks bhupal to get one for you brings without ghee asks him to bring along and takes your plate adds the ghee and that wait still watching you eat it..... looks for bhindi on table and that was the last portion of it on your plate get off and give it on his plate and that one stare through n through charlie like all that while his sister was speaking to you speaking to him but he was barely responding to any lik all he was doing was making the most of your orsence that day......

That one smile seeing you give the bhindi and in ishara asks you to have the poli and soon as you take the first bite asking again without a word if it was good and just by your expression that one smileeeee that follows!!!!!

It's the way some moments sort of are sealed away within you thus clear even as you write and relive now the waaaay he was just looking at you that day!!!!!!!!

There was that sense of beautiful irony charlie that day he never stared at you that way constantly with his sister around and also him doing that for the first time also did scare you in a way that day.....lil did you kn9w!!!!!!!

SOMETHUNGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!