On some days there are just these big bold capslock signs of him all around you like feeeeling him away that much like the inside of you having this lil scream away he for sure did miss you today like only tobwrite it out now again sounds lunatic but that's exactly what some days like today felt like.....
Like there is that usual findings of him through the day but on days like today for instance it's just that tad bit more than the usual and how!!!!!
Firstly starts off with this dream of his that you wake up from and the first sound after his voice that you hear is the soundbof the rains.....
The highlight from all the other moment from the dream was him telling you in that same tone of his voice love you re pagli.....again something's you write and this feeeeeel again...
Just the word switch where backnthen itvwas karely this morning it was pagli again the way it felt like he was correcting you letting you know that he did...
From that to the sound of the rains wakeup first thing to sniff and feeeel the baarish away......and that one big sigh that always ALWAYS comes along as you feel it away over your face eyes shut to live that moment with him apart from the others with the visual and sound of the rains.....
It's this one feeeeeel charlie that always comes when feeling the rains away.....
To the day lilst of things with his music at work yesterday trying something on his navy trial room and a different moment than the usual reflection of his and this another track rush3s through you cause that was exactly what and how the moemnt felt like.....
Something's arebjust beyond you especially when you literally almost see things like that like questioning your own sanity cause you felt him that strongly in that moment even writing it now reliving it how c9uld you possibly live a moment that strong!!!!!!!
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