Him!!!!!

 On drives your hair mostly in a ponytail and those initial days the way he would often ask you why do you always have it tied up and stuff and thus one time actually stops the car just one hand pulls the hairtie out of the ponytail and starts the car back on drive......

It was that rush of the moment charlie like not a word said nothing at all the way he just stops in the middle of some other conversation stops the car pulls out the hairtie and that one look at you that one smile on him and back on the drive.....

It was that initial closeness like much before the hugs and chummies it was these lil things that rush of that moemnt the waaaaay he just looks at you in the moment lives your detail for a bit with that smile on him it was that beauuuuuuuutyvof such moemnts charlie for you first time somebody doing that that close to you like to ask to stop and talk nothing just that one rushhhhhh like he just could and that feeeeeeeeeel it left you with.....prolly one of those first times too when you felt that rush for him like suddenly everything inside you beating atvthe fastest pace possible just the way he pulls it out hair unfolding away on its own just that one stare n smile of his as the moment unfolds!!!!!!

To those moemnts post opera your usual way of checking for the colors ofbhis love on you and the waaaaay he would alwaaaays slow down move the car a lil to the side path a lil off the road and just look at you check yourself that one smile of his in those moemnts still this clear even in this moment now as you relive and write out.....

There was that Khushi in you along with the worry the color being that dark the mark of his love being that many n dark over you and there was him smiling chuckling away sometimes asbyou count em away n keep telling him as you count idhar bhi diya idhar bhi ek aur.....

It just makes me feel that you are all mine marked away by me.....it was only much after that he actually tells you this when after every meet you see him smile that way and ask him why he stared at you that way smiled away as you check his marks on you.....

Evrything you ask him have a doubt bout siliest of things or anything at all that you ask him a week or a month back the waaaaay he would always remember it without fail.....

This thing bout you asking the reason for him staring at you smiling that way at you as you check in the vanity mirror was almost every other day.....only after you get used to that stare of his like you literally used to check less and waiiiiiit to live that stare of his post opera on way back home....

Onky this one time at opera in between a moment he stops suddenly moves a lil away and then tells you the reason for his stare his smile in the most beauuuuuuuutiful way possible!!!!!

SOME moments you relive and write and this THIS feeeeeeeeeling right now!!!!!!!!!