Dreams!!!!!

 The yesterday's dream was something you'd never felt before.....cause part of it seemed that real and the other part of it shook you away a lil cause it had that side ofbthe reality bit too.....

Not sure how it started off as but the bits you remember from the dream are that of him actually walking through your workshop talking to mehraj the zardozi master Anwar the stitching master to lavanya your manager like he knew them all andbwas just casually chatting with em away just those visuals and that Khushi rushing through you cause you alone know how much youve been wishing for moemnts like these visuals like these so just see him live his presence at the studio at the workshop to just live this side of your life with him......

This always you'd felt like to be with him in this side of your life.....ever since the good transition of your life started off he has been missing.....like in your bad days he was with you and made it the best time of your life!!

But when for you the rest of the life got better there was no him ekdum see.....

To just live those visuals to just watch him casually stroll around the studio stand in the balcony looking at the trees your fav spot to just see him in your most fav spot and then turn around and tell you that he loved that corner of the studio and inside you there's that lil happy scream that's my fav corner too whilst watching him say that to you.....

It's these moments charlie that go on for a bit and then suddenly out of nowhere there is just this one visual of you trying to hold and feel his face away and he says pls don't do that and your hand stops right there and that sudden moemnt wakes you up!!!!!!!

Some moemnts again like they can make you feel the best of everything away and atbthe same time they can also make you feel the worst possible!!!!!!

There was that ironic beauty of that moemnt toobwhere there was him that beauuuuuutiful to just bout to touch his face and he says that to you and you wakeup with that same sound of his chat - we can never be ya i don't even remember anything!!!!!!

The whole thing just felt the weirdest thing youve felt lately!!!!!!!

Even writing it now just this feeeeel right now!!!!!!!