Mornings…

 There were these moments charlie where you are in your own like taking a stroll around having a drink or just being out listening to these tracks and the waaaaay there was that sense of him not sure how to put out in words but it’s like you sense that oneness in some moments that strongly that suddenly you don’t feel that alone anymore like it’s not just you in that moment kinda vibe…

There was this waking up moemnt with a beautiful full mirror in the bathroom and you were happy to see the change finally on the weight loss thing and you were still trying to capture a mirror selfie thing and that very moment that sense of his hands over your waist to his head over your shoulder and before you even make sense of that sudden rush and feeeel of him around and over you yih actually see a glimpse of him in the mirror over your shoulder looking at you like there was that beauuuuuutiful magic for less than a second but that strooooong feeel cause you were still fully up just woken up and still looking at yourself and that very moment the waaaay that strong sense of his presence to his hands over your waist to that touch of face over your shoulder like you felt it that strongly!!!!!!

Like it takes you a few mins to make sense or come back to senses rather to what just had happened…..

Head out to the Gulmohar view corner and just be with his music that you were that baaaadly tripping on with that sudden rush of Khushi like having felt him after that long for real over your shoulder n waist cause in your head in that moment it stil was a moemnt in your waking state and not just a dream……..

Some ring at the bell and turn and find this beautiful reflection of you standing with the gulmohars at the back almost the same vibe that you’d lived moments back…

A perfect mirror selfie wit that sense of him still beside you in the reflection…