It’s been this series of dreams lately to moments through the day be it tandomest of places playing his lucky ali and the waaaay fataaaaak se that very video of him singing adoooooooooooorablu rushes through you his voice his face his hand his expressions to that ayyyyaaaaaaa smileeeeee of his!!!!!!
It’s the waaaaaays he has been coming charlie and staying like you rush to hold him hang over him sometimes cause you are in that rush to hug him away and the waaay he still is there like it’s still a dream but the waaaay that fear is gone now like earlier holding your eyes tightly shut knowing you open and he maybe gone but lately he is staying like you open your eyes see him there hold him and you wait still holding and sometimes the way he actually talks back saying hauuu re am still here howli like he knowwwwwws you are checking in that moment if he is still there like he knows that too!!!!!!
It’s this sudden shift in dreams and this strangely beautiful hope it has suddenly left you with…like you check over and over and he is actually staying no matter how hard how tightly you hug him chummi him and wait and check still looking at him and the waaaaaaay he chuckles awaaaay jay adoooooooorably nodding away knowing you are checking if he is disappearing and he doesn’t!!!!!
Even sometime back as he holds you you wait shut your eyes for a bit to check if he still was there and he still was!!!!!
Ayyyaaaaaaaa something’s you write with this hyper happppy mind and heart right now and this feeeeeeeeel how some moments can make you feel nai like losing sense of reality and dream!!!!!
Cause that’s HOW real he was sometime back right here!!!! Ayyaaaaaaaaaaaaa holding you off n away!!!!!!!!
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