Sound of Him…

 Today at Westside his coldplay track plays and there he comes that you had to step away find a corner and just be shutting your eyes away reliving him from his car post bup meet looking at you singing away cause you are all yellow with his pouty sexy lips and big beauuuutiful eyes rolling away!!!!!!

Done there step into the cafe for some sandwiches and the very song playing there he tho hum hai!!!!!!

Ayyyaaaaa one step inside and you just stand there looking down smiling away cause there he was and sing along with the song sit over the steps and just be……

Hayeeeeee tere he thooo saaath hai mannn………

Mere Kalam ki tuuuu he Kahani hai….

Itrtraaaaa ki work line change hua writing stayed with him and how!!!!!!!!

It’s like in that very moment you just be there listening to the song and missing him the mostest all over again…

With that rush of can’t waaaaait to get home and write him out cause this happens in a way like you are screaming out how much you miss aaj and this comes out hoping the inside missing gets a lil better!!!!!!!

These moments be it this morning the dreaaaaaaaaaaaaaaam the waaaaay he came this morning like it took you a good hour to hold back your face and feeeels and then finally come out of the room cause that’s how you’d lived loooooved him to a dream like that one…one of those wishes again in a dream…

The very thing first thing that comes along soon as you are up is him standing at the door saying I’ve had you in my dreams many times…and then you don’t get it and you jsut stare away wondering what it meant and that nod of his smiiiiling away saying very soon very soon…

Like firstly he knew you didn’t get it and secondly was saying in a way very soon you shall know…

Of all the things he had said of all the moments lived of all the him standing and starring away at you from a distance it had to be that very moment of him sharing that with you…

And of all the mornings and waking up missing and looking for him it had to be this moemnt this very morning itself…….

Even writing it out now this mind how do things like these even hapeng how do you even get this used to and yet never quit looking for him waking up…

There’s this weird wish sometimes charlie that your heart makes specially when it’s this kinda strong dream like it all happened for real like he was there for real cause that’s how closeeeeeeest he was and felt like and you wake up with that one wish ssoon very soon looking at your pillow……

Blame it in the still sleepy head hazel state of mind or that strong feeeeeeeel and presence of him that morning that made you wish for that……..

Baaaaaho mein baaaaho mein khoneee do, isss pal ki aaadat hai honeee do…!