Chetan!!!!! :D

 Some names of all the names in the world the sound of this one name for you!!!!!!

It rings chords inside like some favourite track of yours it brings that pure joy so much so that you can’t stop smiling the second you hear it kahi bhi…..it brings along the only most favourite and most loved Human of your life - Him…!

Soon as you are there reception desk check in formalities and your mom asks for other details and stuff and the way the guy keeps adding if anything at all pls ask for me at the front desk and stuff and the next thing you know her asking the guys name and the second your hear the guy say Chetan that one pause your mom stops the conversation abruptly one look at you and the guy asks hope everything’s fine mam I see there’s a silence with my name and you just nod and get away saying the same universal excuse of a phone call and that need to hold your face rush away!!!!!!

How do you even define write out moments like these the very thing the very purpose you were there for was to feeeeeel this Him rush away to just be with that sense of him rushing through your core and just live him away!!!!!

The very start of it right from the desk Chetan and you head back to the desk first question you ask is is there something else that I can address for any other concern instead of your name and your mom adds there’s only one Chetan and leaves it at that…….

It took her long enough to finally realise that that inside comment of yours !!!!!!!

There are realities in your life that you know sometimes right from the very moment that it happens that’s it’s for life or for time being and then there are some that hit you a lil late and you realise it’s always been this…

To you when it comes to him it’s always been him, even before you knew him like all of you on the inside your very core existence already knew it’s Him…no wonder the way amidst everything else happening then it made you just stand there wait for him to come closer wait for that moment for him to lookup as he was that busy with his walk over the tiles……like you already felt it’s Him it took a while longer and post zilluon razaakh conversations and direct hints to understand it’s been Love all this while and a whole lot longer for your mom to realise what he truly meant to you in your life right from very start……!