It’s this feeeeel charlie like it’s not even just your mind or you going looking for these moments it’s like they come to you hold your hand and off your feet you go!!!!!
Away from everything else and closer to anything to everything him…
Even at the mall today as you were on a call with your mom and the manager looking at the windows walking and this from nowhere comes from behind holds your hand and holds you off like he was hiding from someone behind look down and the kid was wearing his deep navy and red striped t shirt…
Every single time been years now but still every single time you see anybody wearing that tee any store you see that tee or similar one the way it leaves that beauuuuutoful tingle in the tips of your fingers like it just does something that beautiful to your palms like every single time taking you back to holding his arm over that same tee as it was the softest tested test tee he owned back then…….
Like you loooooooved holding feeling his arm over it with your head over feeling it away like any sight of that specific tee anywhere brings it all back that feeeeeeeeel of him!!!!!!
You hang up look down and the way kid still looking at the back trying to hold you and hide you world around crowd around stops no sound no moving visual around it was just you and the tee not even the kid cause all you could see feeel was him in that very moment!!!!!!
It’s moments like these that sort of make you re realise how bad HOW BAD you miss him in more ways than just one!!!!!!!
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