Soon as you are there get seated and stuff but the miiiiiiind and this face charlie the very second something him hits you the waaaaaaay it just transforms into evrythung him….
Like you just can’t just cannnnnnnt have a straight face on and get back to the usual and take it to be random…
It’s like hitting one pearl of a string one thing falls the rest come rolling after I say n how!!!!!!
They keep asking if all ok and stuff and you just couldn’t sit there and act normal though you keep telling that yoruself on the inside act normal act normal have a normal face on…
Then there was that urgency to just listen to something him and head out stay there listen to his way of love track something inside instantly gets better strangely……
Back at the table and the way they laugh over it by saying it’s like she needs to have a smoke real bad in that very moment the way she rushes out……
Almost same same nai!!!!!!
Back at the table n this one glass on the edge with these lights at the back wooooooosh bolke back to same ccd space with him….
Where you get this alcasalser kinda tablet for his fever n cold for him that needs to be added to the water cause he had flu kinda thing back then the back then wala normal every month hota kinda flu from decade ago….
Soon as you add to the water the way he immediately gets the glass closer to you and tries to adjust his fone to get a picture and you tell him you won’t look nice and like always he smiles and still takes it saying it all looked that beauuuutiful from a low angle with bubbles in the glass the lights at the back and you in the forefront of the image……
U don’t see the image but his face charlie ayyyaaaaaaaaa everytime in moments like these u should’ve just seen his face in that moment that one biiiig hearty smile on him as he still in your orsence watches that picture and then puts the fone aside and then looks at you still smiling that one happppy smile of his…
It’s these moennrs charlie that made you feeeel realise how truly lucky you did get in life for having found him for having been loved by him and more importantly for having been able to love Him as your first and only love of life I say…
That day that vey moment to see live the glass visual to live him in that very moment was something else…
It’s like connnecting dots charlie am telling you the waaay one moemnt holds your hand and takes to another connecting moment letting you live a lil more him as you walk through missing him away!!!!!
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