Why!!!!!

 The day before you actually woke up from that strong of a dream of his like he was there THAT much loved you in that waaaaay waaaaaaays ki you woke up and couldn’t make sense of the waking up and not finding him still not finding him beside you like he was seconds back telling you all that away…….

That almost had an actual conversation of asking that state of mind away saying why aren’t you still here showing the space on the side beside you asking why aren’t you still here now that am up….

Like after a few mins brushing away questioning yourself away what did you just doooo like THAT level of missing that you are losing sense of the dreamworld and the reality track playing as it is…

To this another change of his display on Instagram of some watercolour painting sketch or something and it’s that adooooooooorable also hits you the way it had that Skype call vibe to it the way he is pictured sitting…

And that feeeeel!!!!!!

Then why or how are you still feeeeling all this away like why still dreaming him these waaaaaaaays living moments of magic in your waking state too……

That one switch that needs to available in the two when the one turns off the other somehow automatically needs to turn off too nai……

Mera somehow saaaalo nikal gaye charlie nai inch huaaaa!!!!!!

It’s like soon as you shut your eyes the waaaaay he is there connecting moments from the very day connecting missing from the very day saying things away now tho again whic you don’t wanna write and spend a night reading your own lunatic state of mind!!!!!!

Whaaataa muse to have him as nai!!!!!!!

Ayyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa that looooooooove to live him away apart from zilluon other things…

Back then attempted a few things at painting then that role switch to become the man of the family put you in the track of focusing on a career work path to take the charge of your own home……back then that wish to draw him with him sitting right there and you just adoooooring his details away and painting him away…….

Sure had to be some girl who painted like you can see it in the way it’s done!!!!!!!!

THAT One beauuuuuuuty of him I say!!!!!!!

Said it before can say it over n over again how truly lucky and BLESSED are the ones that get to live him I swear!!!!!!

He is pure magic in human talking walking smiiiiiiling nodding breathing form the most beauuuuuutiful form of magic I say…!